so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose.

photography session last week. very tiring. brought my camera along but didn't snap that many pictures.


lmao.



preview how our class picture would look like


pictures so blurry. blame abu.


poor chanchai.

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anyway, my parents finally admitted they read my blog.

dad : 'i dont want to read but your mom asked me to'

yeah right.

i dont think i've ever written about my parents. maybe here and there.
dear mom and dad, if you really want to know what i think about, dont read my blog or twitter or facebook. nothing 'juicy' you can find. look in here ;



actually NO, DON'T read it.
i don't write everyday, but quite often. even brought this to my asrama.
oh fun times writing my thoughts and feelings. even wrote some really bad poems. hahaha.

if you ever made me cry, your name is in it.
if you ever made me laugh really hard, your name is in it.
if i had a crush on you, your name is in it. more than once. ;)
if i hate you so much, your name is in it.
i write when i'm angry, pissed, sad, happy. any emotions possible.


i promised myself i wont't read it until i'm 25 ;)
it'll be fun to read what i wrote when i'm hormonally unbalanced. haha.
my handwriting is really bad though.



i want to be famous. if i die then this journal would be auctioned and co$t million$. haha.

this time, next year.

i didn't go to school today.

i realized this year would be the last year my parents would come to my school and get my report card.

this time, next year, i won't be wearing school uniform and laughing at an hao's jokes, getting sleepy in bio class, conduct cool chemistry experiments, doing ujian SEGAK, gossiping with abu,mus & alin long after recess, and hearing choon kit said 'stand up,class!' anymore.

i realized i 'celebrated' my one year anniversary at smk ideal heights, but there won't be a second anniversary.

i was naive to think my best friends would be as excited as i am to get together and catch up with each other.

When SPM is still 5 months away, you haven't seen your best friends for ages, spending two hours with them won't effect your SPM result.

i forgot it's me who said 'i'll be there for you' to her, not the other way around.

i learned if you miss someone, and they don't miss you back as much, it hurts.

when your best friend had a crush on someone she thought was nice but turns out to be a jerk, you said 'you deserve better and he's an ass for doing this to you' instead of 'i knew from the start he's a player and how the heck could you have a crush on him??'

when something good happened to you and you think of someone you immediately want to share the news with, that someone means a lot to you but you didn't even realize it.

i don't open up to people and i don't expect you to do the same. but if you do, i'll listen. then maybe i'll open up to you too. or maybe i won't.
"Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down." ;)

it's okay to rock out with david cook songs when your heart is with david archuleta ;D

i should've come to school today.

this time, next year, i'll flashback to my school days and praying i'd get to wear school uniform and laugh at an hao's jokes,be sleepy in bio class, conduct cool chemistry experiments, do ujian SEGAK, gossip with abu,mus & alin long after recess, and hear choon kit said 'stand up,class!' for one last time.


what i've been doing all day ;


nope, that's not nail polish.
that's sharpie ;)

the gandhi style.

You know what, right now i just don’t care even aliens from pluto read my blog. it’s not like i can stop them. it’s just , at least to strangers who doesn’t even know i exist who reads this, say something. that’s all. ‘your blog sucks’ ‘i love reading your blog,’ you post too much about kris allen,’ i love kris allen too. or just plain hi @bye. is that so hard?? ughh.
whatever.

so now it’ll take some time before the American idol fever goes down. i listened to ‘no boundaries’ about ten times non-stop. i keep repeating the video of ryan announcing kris won and look at kris’ shocked face. and i still feel like screaming every time. haha.

so anyway, i really need to stop blogging about kris allen, American idol etc. too many strangers are reading my blog just because of it.

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today i came to school i think just because to talk about American idol. i’m the only person who loves American idol in my family and so i don’t want to bore them(eventhough i know i already did) with all American idol stuff.

i think i fit in better in sonel’s group rather than the uh, malay girls club ? xD

so i had to sit for EST paper. -.-

being a prefect sucks. oh yeah, i’m using what i call ‘the mahatma Gandhi style’ of halau-ing the students during recess time. and it works like a charm ! basically, the rules are don’t scold. ask them to go back to their class nicely, smile politely. like really smile, no smug or anything. and when they look at you smiling they just don’t have the heart to stay there and fight you back. because nobody wants to hurt nice people ;)

even Abu used it and it worked! abu said i’m the mother Theresa now. haha.

so prefects, use the Anis’ Law. smile. :)

oh yeah to pka, i really like when you smile whenever you see me. you smile like, really genuine. like you genuinely happy to see me. haha.

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went to tuition today and i don’t know why in history class, i’m always in some kind of pain. always it’s stomach ache.

today i wore my sister’s wedges and i was in a hurry and i just grabbed it. i realized later it was too big for my foot and i walked like i’m limp. i even tried to put some tissues but it only make it worse.

note to self : NEVER.EVER. wear shoes that doesn’t fit you.

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what the heck. 8tv cuts the part kara in the bikini. she’s not naked !

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if there’s one animal that i want to extinct in this world, it’s mosquitoes. can we trade one dinosaur with all the mosquitoes in the world?

he lost his soul to a woman so heartless.

i changed the song on my blog. somehow makes me feel unfaithful because it's not david's song anymore. haha. anyway i still love him!

i lost my appetite this week. maybe because so tired of studying.

some people eat when they're stressed. some people dont eat when they're stressed.
Bottom line, every person fills this blank differently.
" When i'm stressed, I __________________________."

for me, when i'm stressed i write. but my handwriting is so terrible and sometimes even i can't read it. just pour my heart out. (not literally like davy jones though). sometimes i listen to songs. some people when they're sad, they choose the opposite songs, like rock and rap songs and all that. for me when i'm sad i listen to sad songs la. haha. i want to cry. crying is good for your health. xD

anyway i cried watching this video on youtube. SO SAD and touching.... 99 balloons.
true story. it was on oprah and oprah cried her eyes out after the video ended. and also celine dion if i'm not mistaken. definitely a kleenex moments. i didnt cry when i watch it on oprah but i cried watching it on youtube.

i was so stressed answering the english paper 1 just now. i felt like i didnt breathe the whole 1 hour and 45 minutes. but it was a different story with paper 2. i think everyone took their own sweet time answering it.

so funny when we heard someone screamed (like scream when you're stressed kind of scream) and then seng walks in. as if he was the one who screamed just now. haha. i'm still smiling thinking about it.

anyway i know who will win american idol. here, refer to my previous post ; click.
if i root for you, you're probably not going to win. haha. does that means i should root for adam and so kris would win? haha.

i think quite a lot of people read my blog.. like everyday i checked the 'visitors' on the right and it would increase about 100 +. it doesnt matter though. i'll write and update my blog eventhough no one reads it. but it's definitely flattering when people like and read your blog :) so thank you so much! (ceh perasan lebih.)

the title is from kanye west song, heartless. i listened to the fray's version of it and it's really good too. but i prefer kris' live version of course. hehe. i search for the fray's version on youtube and found nothing. that's when i realized i typed 'the fray HEATless'. hahaha.



ps; i feel like crap and i post all crappy things >.< seriously my blog is getting boring. right, abu?? xp

if there's a rocket, tie me to it.

i should be studying but here i am in front of the pc blogging.

anyway, just trying to keep this post a short one.

- the next three week = suffering. so stressed out. maybe i should try meditating. OHMMM...

nobody looked this cute while meditating! xD

- is it OMM, OHMM, or AUMM? :D :D :D

- i ate spaghetti for lunch and dinner yesterday. and today breakfast. and i'm not even in italy. go figure PREGO.

- if i'm really mad at you, and you know i'm going to call you, set your caller ringtone to any of david archuleta's songs. it'll cool me down a bit. seriously. it works. ;D

- mosquitoes are IN LOVE with my legs.

- i miss my dormmates so much. late-night gossiping, washing the toilet together, going to the dewan makan together, stalking boys..

- i miss my best friends even more!

- i'd still be sleepy even if i drink coffee. maybe i should EAT coffee.

- only now i knew the Kyle XY guy and the guy from Mean Girls were a couple! *faints* HOT but gay. not fair. not fair. read. (scroll down a bit).

- david archuleta & david cook is coming to philippines! buy me the ticket. anyone? xD

- i want to watch '17 Again'.

- why adam lambert has to wear black eyeliner every week??

- 'if there's a rocket, tie me to it' is a song by Snow Patrol. love them!

- i love the fact that david archuleta's birthday is only 2 days away from mine. why la i was too excited to see the world on 26 dec? i should've waited 2 more days. haha. (his birthday is on 28 dec)

- if i throw a birthday party, would you come? :D

- welcome back to school, mus!

at SMK ... uh, already forgot the name. xD
but we're there for the drama competition.

hey exam, there you are!

i still can't believe adam lambert was on the bottom 3 last week. wait, BOTTOM TWO! he always has like, invisible immunity. like every week for sure won't get eliminated. and i do love his performance! especially the last part where he sings/screams/shouts 'feeliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing good'. he looked so evil! which i love. haha.

but i'm still rooting for kris allen! ^^, and sonel you can say david archuleta is gay, adam lambert is gay, but kris is NOT ! because he's happily married. repeat : married.

i dont get why some people said he lost his female fans because he's married. i mean, c'mon, it's not like you get to hook up with him. you probably wont even meet him for crying out loud.
geez.

i hate that i have to watch american idol on 8tv instead of starworld! urghh. i'm so going to watch the finale at my neighbour's house. (which is my best friend's house too. whee~)

speaking of gay, i have this weird,.. wish. *cough*cough* i want to have a gay friend. ;D
someone like marc in ugly betty. he's fabulously gay. lol.

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so anyway the exam is just around the corner. the phrase 'just around the corner' somehow amused me. like it really is around the corner and we're going to bump with it. 'hey exam! there you are'. haha.

i'm so not prepared. never have, never will. ;p
trying to catch up with form 4 chapterssssssss.

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nothing much happened last week. on monday unfortunately i came to school early. had to arrange the tables and chairs..bring it all the way from sc 4(i think). which i felt like i'm in The Biggest Loser challenge. xD

attended teknik menjawab sejarah, so boring. i was doing sudoku. which i'm still in the Medium level. tried to proceed to Hard level but failed miserably.

then there was teknik menjawab physics. the penceramah was.. uhrm, boring. sonel, alicia, an hao and I wrote a 'poem' for the school magazine. i dont know if 'poem' is even the right word. :D but it was fun. although i think it'll be rejected for the school magazine for containing 18SX stuff. lol.

i'm SO glad i didnt change school. i was thinking of transferring back to darul ehsan. but thank god i didnt. at least in ideal heights i can improve my spoken english. i can write well, but always stuttering when i speak in english.

edit:

i notice when the english-speaking-people like sonel,kirthiga, alicia, and an hao, always speak in malay when they talk to other malay girls like alin,bibah,yati and aida. but with me they speak in english. it's kinda flattering ;D

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if you dont know Susan Boyle, you must've lived in another planet!
check out this video if u havent already. goosebumps !

look at simon's face at 4:00 - 4:03. priceless.

you like 70% of my body.

i watched this video where david archuleta(yes, his name again. deal with it) said he heard(not invent/use) this cool pickup line.

him : do you like water?
her : yes
him : well you like 70% of my body.

LOL how awesome ;D
probably one of the best pickup line i've heard.

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i hate makeup. i dont want to be a hypocrite and said i won't ever wear it, but i rarely do. i felt like i'm putting on some kind of chemicals on my face. i've seen makeup works its magic, transforming so-so people to beautiful people. but i dont like putting on makeup.

i like lipgloss though. anything to put on the lips. i have like 5 different lipgloss/lipbalm. but even that, i rarely use. i bought this revlon lipgloss last year i think, and it looks like it haven't been used at all. -.-"

i used to wear eyeliner, but too leceh lah. sometimes it itches too. worse, if i cry. even if i use the most waterproof eyeliner/mascara, it won't work. (i think la. :D)

daily i use just bedak. and uhrm, deodorant. hello, if u didnt notice already, malaysia is really hot! i love one of those rare days when it's not hot and a bit cloudy in the morning and i go home not sweating.

what else...oh for my face, i use only just the pencuci muka. no moisturizer, toner whatever. i dont think it's necessary. i'm really so very grateful that i have normal skin. sometimes a bit oily. occasionally pimples here and there. most of the time it'll go away by itself, no need to use oxy , t3 . xD usually breakout when i'm about to have my period. so it's normal for girls.

i seriously dont know why i'm writing about.. beauty products ? :D

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i was really lazy to go to school last friday. nak pergi ke tak nak.. hrm.

on one episode of one tree hill, haley, brooke and peyton go for a road trip. then on the way they're bored, the play this game. they ask whatever questions they want to ask, then turn to any random song on the radio. the lyrics is the answer.


BROOKE: OK, my turn. Oh, wise radio, what is gonna happen to me in New York at the Rogue Vogue fashion show?

HALEY: That was the first question you asked and you can’t ask the same question twice.

BROOKE: Well, I didn’t like my answer and it’s not like only one thing can happen at a fashion show.

PEYTON: Yeah, but it defeats the purpose of the radio game. It’s like magic eight ball; you have to take the first answer you get.

HALEY: Yeah, I didn’t get a do-over when the answer to my question: ‘What will happen with me and Nathan’ was ‘Highway to Hell’. OK?

BROOKE: Fine. I will accept that at some point this weekend, someone will pour some sugar on me.

BROOKE: My next question is: what is Lucas thinking about?

(She fiddles with the radio again.)

BROOKE: Right… (stops turning the dial) now.

(Torn Between Two Lovers by Mary MacGregor starts to play. Everyone’s spirit dies.)

BROOKE: OK, new game. (turns the radio off)


it was funny if you watch the show. xD
if u didnt, well basically, lucas is in love with peyton and brooke. so he IS 'torn between two lovers'. it was an awkward moment.

so i thought i'd give it a try. i ask 'should i go to school?' then i turn on my radio. last night i listen to hitz.fm so i stick with it. i didnt fiddle with the radio. and i heard.. 'yeah, yeah, yeah..' from the song 'this is how you remind me' by nickelback. i was shocked! and so i decided to go to school. :D :D :D

try it! xD

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i love taylor swift ! really hope she'd come to malaysia one day. i want to go to her concert. since my luck had been used up winning david archuleta's tickets, i think i have to buy(not win) the tickets.. :D

you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like im falling
and i, i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier


really hope i can write beautiful lyrics like her. maybe i dont have enough experience of heartbreak or fallen madly in love. xp

"to be trusted is a far greater compliment than to be loved" - ramsay macdonald

i read that quote on miley cyrus's twitter.

it's true isn't it? :) even when you love someone, doesnt mean you completely trust that person.
trust takes a longer time to be developed than love.


and really, i dont trust other people enough to give my heart away so that's why my heart ; there's only minor bruises, not broken. ;)

#52

oh yay! didn't even realize this is actually my 52nd blog post. i know it's not , memorable or something. i just can't think of a suitable title. =P

i dont really want to blog about the drama competition. we lost. i was bored, sleepy, hungry. PMS some more. hrggh. we should've used british accent. met taylor lautner look-a-like,(yes pka, taylor is hotter. dont worry. xD) and also there's one french(maybe) guy. who looks like he's in his twenties. haha. but kinda hot. will ask pictures of him from alicia. haha. thanks to deephan(sp?) for taking his pictures. since me and mus failed to be a stalker, had to ask him. heh.

borrowed boon cheong's ipod, which me and mus are like so jakun and really didnt know how to operate that thing. like org asli baru dpt handphone. really. we were 'oooo...' 'camtu ke...' when boon cheong told us how to play the videos and all. i screamed when there was david archuleta's clip video in it. took my breath away everytime. ngehee. what's cuter than david archuleta? david archuleta smiling. hahah.

i took videos..but i dont know how to upload it. can't use the usual usb cable bcoz it's recorded in a tape, not a cd. will try to figure out later.

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had been googling, youtube-ing about david archuleta for the past hours. i know that he likes Thai food, Sara Bareilles(whom i love too), wants Robin Williams to play him if his life was made into a movie, urm, second oldest sibling(like me. yay). doesn't like mathematics,if he could take any celeb to prom he'd choose jordin sparks, has a dog and a goldfish, his high school locker number was 607.

i'm a good stalker ;D
or maybe a good Googler. haha.

"I just want to squish you, squeeze your head off and dangle you from my rear-view mirror." - Paula Abdul to David Archuleta.

L O L.
how extreme.
because he's too cute!! *melts*

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so anyway, i won't go to Borders at times square anymore. dont ask why. x_x

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my dad had just bought an iPhone. i'm hooked. i want one too.

you know once upon a time...

having a handphone, even super bulky one : you're so cool!
then..
having a smaller cell phone : you're so cool!
then..
having a cell phone with colour screen : phewit!
then..
having a cell phone with camera : huiyoo!
then..
having a cell phone with mp3, bluetooth, internet whatever : wah..cun gila!
then..
having a cell phone with touch screen : terrer la!
then..
having an iPhone : mesti kaya org ni. then buat2 x heran but actually jealous.

haha.
i'm just waiting for one day when iPhone become so yesterday. meaning there'd be more more advanced phone than iPhone. but dont know when/what/how it'll happen. i think iPhone is so advance already. but somehow i think japan already have something cooler than iPhone. you know la japanese..

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i didn't go to school on monday. reason? woke up late. ngeheee. my first time really. before this my mom always wakes me up. but now she's away for umrah. i miss her so much =[
anyway, i probably won't go to school this friday because i want to fetch my mom at the airport. yay. xD

i get excited over little-est things. i get ridiculously super excited whenever i go to the airport even though i'm not the one who's going to be in the aeroplane. adrenaline rush. oh our KLIA really is one of the best in the world. other airports i've been to, i was like, huh, is this really an airport? haha. not that i travel a lot or anything..

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ok i accept the fact that i'm a quiet person. pendiam. when i was in form 3, my teacher did this thing, you write your name on a piece of paper, then pass it around to your classmates. your classmates have to write what they think of you@their wish for you(good luck etc) or just anything. but you can't read what other people wrote to that person. for example A can't read what P wrote to H. only H can read what people wrote to him/her.

and quite a few of my classmates wrote i'm a quiet person.

hrm, my family won't ever describe me as pendiam. i'm like, the 'sonel' in my family. xD

split personality? maybe. i can talk non-stop and be so pendiam. i think for people who read my blog and never actually meet me, would maybe assume i'm bubbly, talkative. i AM, but only for limited period of time. haha.

one thing i notice is i always befriend with someone who loves to talk. my best friends(fiqa&gbob), alin, bibah. they always have something to talk about. i can only 'ooohhh' 'ahhhhh' 'really??' or laugh at appropriate time. but i dont mind.

what i do mind is erm, if someone talks about boys too much. ok he's cute, he's ugly, he's funny etc. sometimes i just dont want to know. ok he flirts with you, what's that got to do with me? ok he smiled at you. that doesn't mean he likes you. maybe you got spaghetti sauce on your nose or something.

my brain did this thing where it always remember things i want to forget. for example like embarassing moments or gross pictures. x_x

but i love to talk about cute-boys-you-wont-ever-hook-up-with. like david archuleta, chace crawford, zac efron etc. you know, hot guys that girls all over the world just want to throw themselves at. THAT, i dont mind talking. haha.

maybe i just love to write, not talk. writing is so much easier. i ALWAYS stutter. =.=

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8tv airs american idol season 7, which david archuleta was in it. last night i decided to sleep at 10p.m. something, then wake up at 12.45a.m. JUST to watch him. just to watch his cute face when ryan said he's safe and can take a seat. xD but i overslept and woke up at 1.15a.m. , which david archuleta's turn already passed. so i go back to sleep. sigh.

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i hate watching unrealistic chick flick. for example 'angus, thongs and perfect snogging'. girls in the movies can screw up all they want and still get the hot guy in the end. erm yeah..real life isn't like that. can't there be a movie where the girl didnt get the guy in the end? the guy actually chose the bitch instead of the main heroine? that'd be fun.

fish out of the freezer.

Taylor Swift : "The best thing you can do in school is to not try to be too cool. My friends and I took pride in the fact that we were the weirdest girls at our school. We never fit in with the cool girls because we didn’t really care what people thought. We has so much fun goofing off and being being crazy. We would go out to dinner in our prom dress, accessorized with scarves, fingerless gloves and costume jewelry. Sometimes we’d draw a beauty mark on our faces, wear a tiara and funny slippers. We didn’t care!"



well said.

take it from someone who's hugely successful like taylor swift! her latest album sold more than 2.4 million, #1 on the billboard chart for more than 11 weeks! IN YOUR FACE, joe jonas! =p the jonas brothers didn't even come close! click here if you want to read about it on perezhilton.com.

who would've thought a beautiful girl like her is one of the 'weirdest girl' at school??

i admit i've tried to be cool. heck, every teenager is trying hard to be cool. trying to fit in. why? i dont even know. to be accepted i guess. so girls would wear the trendiest,hippest clothes..guys would have the latest gadget.. just to be the envy of others. luckily schools in malaysia dont have the queen bee like 'the plastics' in mean girls. that would've sucked. (my school anyway. i dont know about other school)

oh and i actually did ask my penpal from US and she said they(the bitchy queen bee and her sidekicks thingy) do exists. guess they're not exaggerating in the movies/tv. ",

as much as the school tried to do the perpaduan or integrasi thingy, it just won't work. (i love saying 'thingy'. haha) we have our own cliques. it's so OBVIOUS. malay with malay, chinese with chinese, etc. but in our class luckily we're a bit integrasi-er than other classes.i dont think i fit in anywhere though in my class. i mean, of course people would thought i fit in with the malay girls in my class(which is only 5 btw including me) but i dont think i do. they love to talk so much and i dont even have anything interesting to say. that's why people would think i'm so quiet. pendiam. or even say i'm sombong(i'm SO not). i.just.dont.have.anything.interesting.to.say. period.

i do love talking about books..movies..tv..which my so-called-clique didnt even know a thing. when i bring a novel, it's so ...ugh.

FAQ - frequently asked questions
buku pasal apa?
-read the freaking synopsis la wei!

best x?
-of course la best. if not why would i still have it in my hand?!

FSS - frequently said statements
aku mmg nk baca tp xde masa
-i guarantee even after spm, there's SO much time, you won't even pick up a book. lame. next excuse!

aku kalau buku tebal camni mmg tersengguk-sengguk baca
-that's why i get higher marks than you in english. =p

kau mmg minatkan baca buku-buku camni
- ddddddddduh , already bright but still want to use torchlight. (sudah terang lagi bersuluh)



sigh. that's why i miss talking with my best friend. oh fiqa,gbob! my life would suck without you. ;) ;)

note to self : gotta find a guy who shares my interest in books. who'll bring me to bookstores whenever i want and never complain. =D
note to future boyfriend : i know how some guys hate waiting for their girlfriend trying on shoes@clothes, so i'd never ask you to accompany me to go shopping, just accompany me to MPH(and IKEA) would do. =D

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sometimes i wonder what would happen, who will i be if i'm a high school student in US. i think i'm going to be either the geek, who brings book all the time (i do bring book everywhere i go) or i can be one of the mean girls too. i think i seriously have a split personality. bitchy on the inside(deeeep inside) and good girl on the outside. looks can be deceiving. ;)

you know, my father did get a job offer in UK, a long long time ago. but he didnt take it because my mom wanted to stay in malaysia. seriously, i went lunatic when i found out about it. WHAT?? you mean i actually get to play with snow? i'll be hella fluent in english and speak in british accent(which i love)?? i get to have an english boyfriend? lol.

instead, i'm stuck here in malaysia secondary school. which sucks. gahhh can't wait for spm to be over.

ps; why do we have to use 'secondary school' ? can't use high school ?? ideal heights high school. lagi cun maa! xD

fish out of water = out of place
fish out of the freezer = uh, fit in but not in the right group. like me. =) didn't make any sense, i know. life makes no sense anyway. *wink*

bla cube.

bla cube = bla³ = bla bla bla
=D

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last sunday me and my family(minus my sis) went to ...



IKEA! oooh i love ikea. i can spend ALL DAY there. and i love the meatballs ;)
it was really crowded ! ikea is having a sale now so no wonder larh. we had to park outside, on the side of the road. tepi jalan. we had to walk a little,, and on the way we passed by the 'pet hotel' or something like that. and i saw this H U G E dog. i'm not even sure it's a dog ! xp it's almost the size of a cow. haha. but it's really cute. dark brown. the owner is not a malaysian though.

so in the end, we spent... RM 905.80.


=D

sadly after shopping, we can't eat at the cafe because the queue is really long. so we ate at McD instead. i've eaten too many bigmac. seriously.

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on saturday night, my best friend,fiqa called me from mrsm..(she's allowed to bring cell phone). and the first thing she asked was about rihanna and chris brown ! ceh. only later she asked about me,my school etc. but i don't mind really... we can talk about anything. and yes, she's a twilighter ;)

i'm proud of her ! she's so clever and pretty too. all the boys in our class in form 3 pretty much had a crush on her. heh. now she's in mrsm..so i miss her a lot. we have a few in common and a few differences.. she likes cheese, i don't like it at all. she talks a lot, me not so much. i make great jokes, she makes lame jokes. xD
no just kidding.

and lots of times, we like different person on tv/movies..like in gossip girl, she likes nate, i like dan. in one tree hill, she's on team peyton, i'm on team brooke. i guess it's a good thing..chances are we won't fall in love with the same guy. =p
what else... and oh, in pirates of the carribean, she's totally in love with orlando bloom, i'm totally in love with johnny depp. did anyone see 21 jumpstreet?? he's like, the 80's version of ZAC EFRON @ ROBERT PATTINSON. he was described as 'teen heartthrob' ! hahaha.



i'm not sure how old Aro is, but when i read the book, i imagine him as Aro. :D :D :D
*Aro is a character in the Twilight series.

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have you listened to britney's new song, If You Seek Amy ? i think it's going to be a hit. i kinda like it. i like the song 'circus'. see, if a hollywood celeb sings a song titled 'circus', there's nothing wrong. it even becomes a hit! but if a singer in malaysia, sings a song titled 'sarkas' , it's WAY TOO FUNNY!! i can't even imagine that. another example is 'rehab', by rihanna or amy winehouse. rehab = pusat pemulihan. now that's a great title for a song.. pusat pemulihan by siti nurhaliza. hahahaha. sure to win juara lagu. NOT.

so back to britney's song.. if you seek amy. read it again. and again. read it faster.
still didn't get it?? well, if you listen the song carefully, it sounds like F U C K me. get it??

if you seek amy.
faster :
if you see k me
F U C K me.

lol i'm really bad at explaining things but just listen to the song and you'll probably get it. =D
anyway, whoever creates that song is strangely genius. i heard it on fly fm one day and it didn't get censored. so parents, beware. you might just corrupting your children without you even knowing it.

xD

click here to listen to the song on youtube

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we should totally do this for our year-end party !! WAAAY better than the 'traditional' musical chairs. but girls with girls and boys with boys lar. nanti meraba-raba pulak. haha. must.CLICK.play !



i'm NOT a jonas brothers fan but this vid is just funny xD

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edit : happy birthday to alicia cheok pei yin ! may all your wishes come true! keep smiling =)


Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest. ~Larry Lorenzoni

i didn't PICK my nose, i was BORN with it.

this week passed by SO.DAMN.SLOW.

ugh.

oh i love this post's tittle. i thought it's very funny. xD
found it when i was just surfing the net.



classmate chaos.

as usual before class starts we'd say good morning or selamat sejahtera.. today, at 7.30 a.m. we said 'GOOD AFTERNOON MADAM TAN !' haha. eventhough it's still dark outside. even when miss wong enters the class around 8.15 a.m. we said good afternoon. then miss wong just nods like "ye la, ye la. duduk duduk". then a few seconds she said " eyh good afternoon??" xD apa la teacher ni. she's so cute. reminds me of chibi maruko chan.

dont they look alike?? xD

and sometimes we shout " TERIMA KASIH CIKGUUU !!!" REALLY LOUD. hahah. that always cracks me up. cikgu saadiah had to actually cover her ears. oh we didn't do it this year,,but last year when miss wong enters the class we'd said "good morning miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiss wong". really long. hahah. even the married teacher we'd say 'miss'. like miss mahes la sometimes. kah3.
what else...hrm forgot already. and yep, (some of) my classmates are crazy.

me and bibah actually bonded with seng and tam as we're in the same group for oral and lisan. they actually do have a sense of humour ! i always see them studying and doing their homeworks.. i thought they're really serious. seng actually likes to sing eventhough he didnt admit it.


cheap.


on...tuesday, i ate yong tau foo (dont know the spelling) with bibah after school. we sat behind this group of girls. ok that was me being nice. we actually sat behind this group of sluts. ugh!! they're so gedik and tegur all the boys.. calling them manja2.. for example nobitaaaa,, duduk la sini... then giggles. EWW. we actually had to change place because i can't stand another second of their gedik-ness. they're not even pretty. seriously. grow up la wei. life is not about chasing boys. do boys even like when girls call them like that? maybe. whatever. i WON'T EVER do that just to catch a boy's attention. the girls sluts looked so CHEAP.
tiga seploh tiga seploh.... aaa pilih pilih. manyak murah.



playboy? L O L


i HATE being a prefect. i have to watch other students eat while my stomach is grumbling. so on thursday i jokingly said to choon kit, " choon kit, lapar la. CEPAT BELIKAN KEROPOK!! " then to my surprise he just nods and walk away to buy it. i tried to stop him and said i was just kidding. a few minutes later he returned with keropok in hand. i was totally shocked ! i didn't expect he would seriously buy it. so terharu.

then i said to kirthiga that choon kit is SO NICE. but then she said something about choon kit is a 'player' or playboy. likes to play with girls' heart,say sweet things etc. she warned me to be a bit careful. i didn't say anything but in my heart i was like "H U H ??? choon kit, player??" it's beyond my imagination. lol.

i like it when i called his name and he replied "ye sayang?"
ngeee. so sweet.
(note to other boys : dont ever call me sayang. seriously, dont.)

of course he didn't mean it la. not only to me but other girls he'd call sayang too. but that doesnt mean he's a player oke! he's just joking.

wish i could have a brother like him ;)


crushcrushcrush.

currently crushing on someone. i want to give you hints but i think alin would know who it is. heh.
or maybe it's not a crush. i like seeing his face. i think he's not taken, but i dont really care. he's just one of the guys i like but not actually want to hook up with. and trust me, it's normal. =)



so that's pretty much how my week went.
my sister is coming back which means i won't get to sleep with plaff. i'll miss you buluz.

iloveyousomuch x 10^1000000

ps;
(american idol)
DANNY GOKEY rocks my socks off. i was jumping up and down alone in my living room when he sings. ;p
he sang hero by mariah carey, such an amazing song, almost makes me cry. he had a tough time,(his wife died a month before he auditions) to reach where he is now, and he deserves to be in the top 12 more than anyone.