be good or be gone.

i love reality shows. ANTM,american idol, the amazing race, project runway, survivor, to name a few. and of course naturally i'd root for someone. but the problem is, when i root for someone, they're most likely to get eliminated. -.-" i'm the jinx. of allllllllll the reality shows i've watched, only twice my choice won.

1- christiano siriano in project runway. he's 'fierce'! (that's kinda his tagline)
2- bj & tyler in the amazing race 9. omg i love them! they're just so funny and enjoy themselves in the race. they didn't quarrel. they were called 'the hippies'. they look a bit like homeless people even xD but turns out, bj is a harvard graduate O.O also when they win, i felt like i'm the one who win it! lol

and that's that. all other showssssss, my choice didn't win. that's why i dont really want to root for someone, because they just might end up eliminated. :D but i can't help it. i would like him/her/them and hope they'd win, but they won't. sigh.

so right now, i'm rooting for

AMERICAN IDOL
danny gokey ! i want to marry him. his last performance, what hurts the most is awesome! i love that song so much, had been on my mp3 player forever. almost made me cry coz i felt like he sang it for his wife.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret


haih danny, who do you have to sing a sad song?? *sob sob*
full studio version : clickclick
live : clickclick

i lovelovelove the live version. currently listening to it for the hundredth time.

kris allen is good too, but danny and adam overshadow him and other good-but-not-popular contestants. so i kinda like him.

PROJECT RUNWAY (season 5)
too early to decide. xp

THE AMAZING RACE 14
urm, margie and luke.(mother-son)



when the heck is ntv7 going to show a new season of survivor??! we're SO.DAMN.FAR behind. x_x

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i had this really weird dream.
i know this one girl at tuition, i never talk to her or anything. but i've heard rumors about her..bla3. then in my dream, i saw her get accepted on this program. i dont know what program, but i remember in my dream i want to be in it SO BAD. my heart beats really fast the moment i look at this website to check if i was accepted or not. (can our heart actually beats fast when we dream?) turns out she gets it and i dont. i'm quite pissed off that she gets it. i wonder what the dream means. is it i have a crush/boyfriend and she take it away from me? xD hopefully not. i think she is prettier than me. so i hope it's just a dream ... =]


sigh, why can't we choose who gets to be in our dream?


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Song: Be Good or Be Gone
Artist: Fionn Regan