OMGlee!

Been a while since I blogged.

You see, my relationship with this blog is like Willy Wonka and his chocolate.

"I make the candy I feel like, but now I feel terrible, so the candy's terrible." - Willy Wonka.

so paraphrasing that, I'm bored so my blog is boring.

* speaking of Willy Wonka = Johnny Depp, i totally missed seeing 'RIP Johnny Depp' on the trending topics on twitter. But I know its a hoax. He CAN'T be dead. I'll go all Izzie when Denny died. Or worse.

I just have nothing to do! NADA. Wake up, eat, shower, online, watch tv, read novel, listen to radio, sleep. That's pretty much it.
I just got my L license, so I'll be behind the wheels soon. Butterflies in the stomach kinda feel. NOT GOOD.
AND I loathe seeing my picture on the license. and my IC. seriously, who likes their picture on their IC?

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Aaaanyway, I think i'll blog about my latest obsession : GLEE!


this show is uhhh-mahh-zink. The songs are awesome, i get goosebumps when i first hear the song Don't Stop Believin' :)
I had a bad day, and I watch one episode of Glee, laughed my ass off. BOOOM! HEADACHE GONEEE. wooohoo. [sounds cheesy but whatever.]
if you watch the show, you'd know the cast. and most girls would drool over Finn. ME NOT! I WANT ARTIE. yup, the guy on the wheelchair. HE'S MINE. not to be shared. get it?




picture credits : www.facebook.com/glee


and do you know Cory Monteith(Finn) is 28 years old?? He's playing a 17 or 18 years old character! WOAHH. he must be REALLY flattered XD
as for my Kevin(Artie), he's 22. HEHEHH.

so i have a thing for nerd-looking guys. Michael Cera, Jesse Eisenberg, Zachary Levi, Christoper Gorham, Kevin McHale. so what? ;)
Amber Riley(Mercedes) has a thing for guys wearing braces. GAGAHAH.
NERD/GEEK is SO IN.


ps; i only like geeks on tv/movies. most geeks I know is either not cute, or just pretending to be geeky to look cute, but they're not. No offense.

pps; my dad JUST subscribed the Astro Variety package! WOOTSY WOOTS! that means I can watch American Idol, live. NOT the delayed one on 8TV ;p (Glee I just downloaded online, too painful to wait week by week haha) And yesterday I watched too much of Giuliana & Bill -...- I think I dreamt about them. :O
how did I survive my teenage years without having these channels, I don't know. When I said I don't have those channels, my friends were like "WHAAAAT?! how can you NOT have it?" I watch Discovery Channel okay! Mythbusters is kick-ass awesome! and Time Warp! >:P



Have you ever liked someone so much that all you want to do is lock yourself in your room, put on sad music and cry?
- Rachel(Glee)

yup, that's pretty much what I do. DID.

LAME-bert.

adam has finally comes out of the closet and admit he's gay.
(ok this thing, i dont get it. the 'comes out of the closet'. i mean, is there a closet full of gay people or what ? oohhh can i get in?? xD )

AND, adam lambert had a crush on kris allen! LMAO.
still can't believe it. i know i know, you must think it's just a rumour, but it's TRUE people!
you can read all about it here ; clickclack.
(scroll down and you can see a bad picture of adam! with pimples. ;p)

somehow i had this picture or montage of kris and adam, with the song Crush by david archuleta on the background.

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

ok EWWWW. erasing that from my mind.

adam is on the cover of ROLLING STONE, which is a huge magazine in the US.

When Idol producers put him in a room to share with Allen, Lambert says his first thought was, "They put me with the cute guy. Distracting! He's the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type — except that he has a wife. I mean he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100% straight."


now everytime i watch the finale or whatever, all i want to do is scream 'KRIS!! DONT HUG ADAM!!!'
haha.

i love reading all the gossip on perezhilton.com . he talks bad about everybody. haha. and during Idol for sure he rooted for adam, but the good thing is he talks bad about him too! yay. love perez. xD

why is there a snake near his *cough*cough* penis ?
;p



can't exactly blame adam, KRIS IS CUTE ;)
wonder what kris would think when he knows adam had a crush on him ;P

the gandhi style.

You know what, right now i just don’t care even aliens from pluto read my blog. it’s not like i can stop them. it’s just , at least to strangers who doesn’t even know i exist who reads this, say something. that’s all. ‘your blog sucks’ ‘i love reading your blog,’ you post too much about kris allen,’ i love kris allen too. or just plain hi @bye. is that so hard?? ughh.
whatever.

so now it’ll take some time before the American idol fever goes down. i listened to ‘no boundaries’ about ten times non-stop. i keep repeating the video of ryan announcing kris won and look at kris’ shocked face. and i still feel like screaming every time. haha.

so anyway, i really need to stop blogging about kris allen, American idol etc. too many strangers are reading my blog just because of it.

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today i came to school i think just because to talk about American idol. i’m the only person who loves American idol in my family and so i don’t want to bore them(eventhough i know i already did) with all American idol stuff.

i think i fit in better in sonel’s group rather than the uh, malay girls club ? xD

so i had to sit for EST paper. -.-

being a prefect sucks. oh yeah, i’m using what i call ‘the mahatma Gandhi style’ of halau-ing the students during recess time. and it works like a charm ! basically, the rules are don’t scold. ask them to go back to their class nicely, smile politely. like really smile, no smug or anything. and when they look at you smiling they just don’t have the heart to stay there and fight you back. because nobody wants to hurt nice people ;)

even Abu used it and it worked! abu said i’m the mother Theresa now. haha.

so prefects, use the Anis’ Law. smile. :)

oh yeah to pka, i really like when you smile whenever you see me. you smile like, really genuine. like you genuinely happy to see me. haha.

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went to tuition today and i don’t know why in history class, i’m always in some kind of pain. always it’s stomach ache.

today i wore my sister’s wedges and i was in a hurry and i just grabbed it. i realized later it was too big for my foot and i walked like i’m limp. i even tried to put some tissues but it only make it worse.

note to self : NEVER.EVER. wear shoes that doesn’t fit you.

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what the heck. 8tv cuts the part kara in the bikini. she’s not naked !

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if there’s one animal that i want to extinct in this world, it’s mosquitoes. can we trade one dinosaur with all the mosquitoes in the world?

Allenation !

ok quick. guess what am i going to blog about? ...



and yes you're correct! KRIS ALLEN WON!! wooohooo!!!!

gaah so happy. ok since lots of american is reading my blog now, (today i got like 421 page views from people in US. i dont know if it's a good or bad thing. lol. and seriously, what does my blog has that other websites dont? :/ ) but anyway i'd like to thank to whoever voted for kris!! if i can vote, trust me, I WOULD. too bad i'm living in this cold and snowy country, malaysia. haha. so i can't vote.

tried so hard to resist the urge to know who won. and seriously i felt like everyone is sabotaging me. i was too scared to go online till i know who won(it's delayed here in malaysia) and if i go out i felt like it'll be written on the sky who won. haha. and my bloody dad even sent me a message saying who won. but i didnt read it because i know my dad will spoil it for me. but i read like a tiny bit of the message that made me kinda know who won. but i deny it.

it's like my heart said adam won. my lungs said kris. my kidneys said adam. my pancreas & liver team up to say kris. haha. so i'm torn. i want kris to win but i know adam will probably win.

and today my school bus broke down. yay. could this day get any worse! x_x

arrived home, i was thinking of sleeping but i couldn't. so instead i watch grey's anatomy. i watched two episodes and i cried each episode. mwahaha. seriously if you watch it it's not THAT sad, but i was in the mood of crying so i cried. ;p blame the PMS, people.

so anyway back to kris, i watch the finale at my best friend's house. and when ryan announced kris won, we both screamed and we were jumping up and down! seriously i think i would cry, but i was at her house so it's not like i can cry with her mother was also there and all.

call me weird, but i love when he plays the piano and hits the high notes, you can see the veins at his neck.. SO HOTT!!




i'm actually kinda glad kris is married, and hope they'll have cute babies. haha. his wife is cute! and together they make a cute couple. i love at the ennnnnnnnnnnnnnd of the show there's kris hugging his wife. awwww. to kris allen's wife; know that you're the luckiest woman alive right now. xD

plaids please!

both kris allen and david archuleta really love plaid shirts! xD
will somebody buy me one already??!
i'm so going to buy lots of them. :D :D

save

he lost his soul to a woman so heartless.

i changed the song on my blog. somehow makes me feel unfaithful because it's not david's song anymore. haha. anyway i still love him!

i lost my appetite this week. maybe because so tired of studying.

some people eat when they're stressed. some people dont eat when they're stressed.
Bottom line, every person fills this blank differently.
" When i'm stressed, I __________________________."

for me, when i'm stressed i write. but my handwriting is so terrible and sometimes even i can't read it. just pour my heart out. (not literally like davy jones though). sometimes i listen to songs. some people when they're sad, they choose the opposite songs, like rock and rap songs and all that. for me when i'm sad i listen to sad songs la. haha. i want to cry. crying is good for your health. xD

anyway i cried watching this video on youtube. SO SAD and touching.... 99 balloons.
true story. it was on oprah and oprah cried her eyes out after the video ended. and also celine dion if i'm not mistaken. definitely a kleenex moments. i didnt cry when i watch it on oprah but i cried watching it on youtube.

i was so stressed answering the english paper 1 just now. i felt like i didnt breathe the whole 1 hour and 45 minutes. but it was a different story with paper 2. i think everyone took their own sweet time answering it.

so funny when we heard someone screamed (like scream when you're stressed kind of scream) and then seng walks in. as if he was the one who screamed just now. haha. i'm still smiling thinking about it.

anyway i know who will win american idol. here, refer to my previous post ; click.
if i root for you, you're probably not going to win. haha. does that means i should root for adam and so kris would win? haha.

i think quite a lot of people read my blog.. like everyday i checked the 'visitors' on the right and it would increase about 100 +. it doesnt matter though. i'll write and update my blog eventhough no one reads it. but it's definitely flattering when people like and read your blog :) so thank you so much! (ceh perasan lebih.)

the title is from kanye west song, heartless. i listened to the fray's version of it and it's really good too. but i prefer kris' live version of course. hehe. i search for the fray's version on youtube and found nothing. that's when i realized i typed 'the fray HEATless'. hahaha.



ps; i feel like crap and i post all crappy things >.< seriously my blog is getting boring. right, abu?? xp

hey exam, there you are!

i still can't believe adam lambert was on the bottom 3 last week. wait, BOTTOM TWO! he always has like, invisible immunity. like every week for sure won't get eliminated. and i do love his performance! especially the last part where he sings/screams/shouts 'feeliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing good'. he looked so evil! which i love. haha.

but i'm still rooting for kris allen! ^^, and sonel you can say david archuleta is gay, adam lambert is gay, but kris is NOT ! because he's happily married. repeat : married.

i dont get why some people said he lost his female fans because he's married. i mean, c'mon, it's not like you get to hook up with him. you probably wont even meet him for crying out loud.
geez.

i hate that i have to watch american idol on 8tv instead of starworld! urghh. i'm so going to watch the finale at my neighbour's house. (which is my best friend's house too. whee~)

speaking of gay, i have this weird,.. wish. *cough*cough* i want to have a gay friend. ;D
someone like marc in ugly betty. he's fabulously gay. lol.

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so anyway the exam is just around the corner. the phrase 'just around the corner' somehow amused me. like it really is around the corner and we're going to bump with it. 'hey exam! there you are'. haha.

i'm so not prepared. never have, never will. ;p
trying to catch up with form 4 chapterssssssss.

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nothing much happened last week. on monday unfortunately i came to school early. had to arrange the tables and chairs..bring it all the way from sc 4(i think). which i felt like i'm in The Biggest Loser challenge. xD

attended teknik menjawab sejarah, so boring. i was doing sudoku. which i'm still in the Medium level. tried to proceed to Hard level but failed miserably.

then there was teknik menjawab physics. the penceramah was.. uhrm, boring. sonel, alicia, an hao and I wrote a 'poem' for the school magazine. i dont know if 'poem' is even the right word. :D but it was fun. although i think it'll be rejected for the school magazine for containing 18SX stuff. lol.

i'm SO glad i didnt change school. i was thinking of transferring back to darul ehsan. but thank god i didnt. at least in ideal heights i can improve my spoken english. i can write well, but always stuttering when i speak in english.

edit:

i notice when the english-speaking-people like sonel,kirthiga, alicia, and an hao, always speak in malay when they talk to other malay girls like alin,bibah,yati and aida. but with me they speak in english. it's kinda flattering ;D

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if you dont know Susan Boyle, you must've lived in another planet!
check out this video if u havent already. goosebumps !

look at simon's face at 4:00 - 4:03. priceless.

ain't no sunshine if he's gone.

ok i'm in love with KRIS ALLEN! uhh, danny moved to #2. :D i think adam would win, but i dont really care. look at chris daughtry..jennifer hudson, who wasnt even first runner up but still successful.
he's married. sob sob.

oh and alicia said kris allen reminded her of david archuleta; and look what i found ;

HAHAHAHA this is just too funny. xD

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i LOVE when he sang Ain't No Sunshine ; you can watch it here : http://www.rickey.org/?p=13607

already downloaded the video to my phone. ;D
never get bored of listening to it!
i prefer the live version than the studio version..there's the studio version on youtube if you're interested.

(the lyrics is 'ain't no sunshine when she's gone'. but for the title i change to 'ain't no sunshine if he's gone' coz it wouldn't be fun to watch american idol if he's voted out! ^^,)

oh this video is funny too : http://www.rickey.org/?p=14835
they show their silly tricks.
i love when adam said 'i like uh,, cupcakes.and dogs. huhuh' xD
if you think kris's trick is easy, try to do it! seriously i can't.
look at anoop's face when he tried to do allison's trick. LOL .
HIGHlarious !

be good or be gone.

i love reality shows. ANTM,american idol, the amazing race, project runway, survivor, to name a few. and of course naturally i'd root for someone. but the problem is, when i root for someone, they're most likely to get eliminated. -.-" i'm the jinx. of allllllllll the reality shows i've watched, only twice my choice won.

1- christiano siriano in project runway. he's 'fierce'! (that's kinda his tagline)
2- bj & tyler in the amazing race 9. omg i love them! they're just so funny and enjoy themselves in the race. they didn't quarrel. they were called 'the hippies'. they look a bit like homeless people even xD but turns out, bj is a harvard graduate O.O also when they win, i felt like i'm the one who win it! lol

and that's that. all other showssssss, my choice didn't win. that's why i dont really want to root for someone, because they just might end up eliminated. :D but i can't help it. i would like him/her/them and hope they'd win, but they won't. sigh.

so right now, i'm rooting for

AMERICAN IDOL
danny gokey ! i want to marry him. his last performance, what hurts the most is awesome! i love that song so much, had been on my mp3 player forever. almost made me cry coz i felt like he sang it for his wife.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret


haih danny, who do you have to sing a sad song?? *sob sob*
full studio version : clickclick
live : clickclick

i lovelovelove the live version. currently listening to it for the hundredth time.

kris allen is good too, but danny and adam overshadow him and other good-but-not-popular contestants. so i kinda like him.

PROJECT RUNWAY (season 5)
too early to decide. xp

THE AMAZING RACE 14
urm, margie and luke.(mother-son)



when the heck is ntv7 going to show a new season of survivor??! we're SO.DAMN.FAR behind. x_x

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i had this really weird dream.
i know this one girl at tuition, i never talk to her or anything. but i've heard rumors about her..bla3. then in my dream, i saw her get accepted on this program. i dont know what program, but i remember in my dream i want to be in it SO BAD. my heart beats really fast the moment i look at this website to check if i was accepted or not. (can our heart actually beats fast when we dream?) turns out she gets it and i dont. i'm quite pissed off that she gets it. i wonder what the dream means. is it i have a crush/boyfriend and she take it away from me? xD hopefully not. i think she is prettier than me. so i hope it's just a dream ... =]


sigh, why can't we choose who gets to be in our dream?


post title
Song: Be Good or Be Gone
Artist: Fionn Regan

While you live it up, I'm off to sleep.

i was so.damn.sleepy at school today. like if someone brings a pillow i would sleep right there and then. i was sleepy because i didnt get much sleep last night. and not because i was studying, i was watching one tree hill. LOVE that show since season 1. i love the ending quotes ;

"Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Big plans. Find your perfect match, the one that completes you. But as you get older you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize that the plans you made were simply plans. Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you are leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered."

awesome huh? :)

it's not because of the hot guys in the show that i watch it,(there's only 2 anyway) it's because the show teaches me a lot about life. and the story is not as cliche as other stories. most people would think it's just another teen drama show, but it's really not. and there are a lot of quotable quotes in the show. seriously, whoever wrote the script must've been through a lot in life.

ok moving on. . .


right now i'm blogging and also watching this movie on hallmark. poor me. i dont have HBO, Cinemax,or any other movie channels. hallmark movies are so last decade. but only a few is good. right now, i'm watching 'Picking up and Dropping off'. that's the title. and the reason i'm still watching it despite it's lame title and cheesy storyline, is because rachelle lafevre is in it!

rachelle who?

she's the one who plays victoria in twilight! and her hair is the same! xD she was 24 years old in that movie. now she's 30. she doesnt change much,really. she plays the sister of the main character. and i was just thinking, maybe victoria lives like this before! who knew, huh? :D we didnt know much about victoria's background, but obviously she was once human. now i'm watching it because in my mind, it's victoria before she became a vampire. :D :D
oh btw her character's name is georgia in this movie.

and rachelle was also on CSI last week. i'm not a fan of CSI, only watch it because i dont have anything else to watch. turns out she's in it!


that's all for now. geez today is really hot !

++ i still haven't bought the twilight dvd because it'll be available only on 24 march onwards. shito. oh i hate Borders staff. a few of them. obviously not all


title : lyric from Use Somebody, Kings of Leon.

shito.

*sorry i had to delete the last post(same title). some technical problem. i did this survey which consists of 50 questions..but then when i publish it only 8 came out. O.O

1.) What curse word do you use the most?
shit. but then i always add 'o' so it's shito, dont know why. maybe it sounds less... 'curse-y'. haha

2.) Do you own an iPod?
no. =D

3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most?
my sis and my besties.

4.) What time is your alarm clock set for?
i dont use one

5.) What color is your room?
urm, black gray red. initially i wanted black white red because it's the colour of the twilight series' cover =D but i changed my mind since white is too ... common.

6.) Flip flops or sneakers?
high heels ;)

7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
both

8.) What was the last movie you watched?
on tv - mr. deeds [adam sandler
cinema - uh, bedtime stories ? [more adam sandler]
online - juno
computer - the notebook

9.) Do any of your friends have children?
no.

10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy?
myself. xp

11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster?
never

12.) What CD is currently in your CD player?
taylor swift - fearless

13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
i dont like milk.

14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week?
no.

15.) Have you ever given someone a hickey?
ekkk no.

16.) Who was the last person to call you?
my mom

17.) Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
yup. like the gossip girl tagline ; 'you're nobody until you're talked about'. *wink*

18.) Did you watch cartoons as a child?
yup. who doesn't ??

19.) How many siblings do you have?
3

20.) Are you shy around the opposite sex?
sometimes

21.) What movie do you know every line to?
i used to know every line in 'charlie and the chocolate factory'. but now, not really

22.) Do you own any band t-shirts?
no.

23.) What is your favorite salad dressing?
i dont like veggies

24.) Do you read for fun?
yup !

25.) Do you cry alot?
urm..not really. i cry a lot when i watch movies/tv..

26.) Have you ever farted in public?
who haven't ?? =p

27.) Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
desktop computer.

28.) Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
no. but i watch miami/LA/london ink and they make tattoo looks super cool !

29.) What is the weather like?
right now..urm cloudy.

30.) Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
uuhh,, depends. some guys look hot covered in tattoos (johnny depp !)

31.) Is sex before marriage wrong?
yes.

32.) When was the last time you slept on the floor?
when i was at sekolah teknik. sigh. miss asrama life.

33.) How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
6 ? not sure.

34.) Are you in love or lust?
neither.

35.) Are your days full and fast-paced?
heck NO. my days are boring, slow-paced.

36.) Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
sometimes. =B

37.) How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
'sour' seventeen. gahh so old. =p

38.) Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
not really

39.) Have you ever been to Six Flags?
where is Six Flags? lol

40.) Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
urm,, same.

41.) Do you like Cottage Cheese?
i dont like cheese.

42.) Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back?
tummy !

43.) Have you ever bid for something on eBay?
no

44.) Do you enjoy giving hugs?
uh, no. only to my mom. and my teddy bear. haha

45) What song did you last sing out loud?
thinking of you - katy perry

46) What is your favorite TV show?
A LOT.

47) Which celebrity dead or alive would you want to have lunch with?
oh this one is tough. erm,, johnny depp ? and also heath ledger so i can give his oscar trophy. =D

48) Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
i dont eat butterflies. lol. just kidding. urm...probably when i watch twilight last year. so excited. haha. and oh, everytime i think about edward cullen. xD

49) What one thing do you wish you had?
uh, does edward cullen counts ? =D =D =D

50) Favorite Lyrics?
vega4 - life is beautiful
brandi carlile - the story
meiko - reasons to love you
jem - just a ride


*grey's anatomy sucks la nowadays. i've watched the first 2 episodes of season 5,, and meredith keeps on whining which is so annoying !! just settle with derek already. ugh. then what's with the lezbo relationship between erica and callie? eww gross.

bla cube.

bla cube = bla³ = bla bla bla
=D

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last sunday me and my family(minus my sis) went to ...



IKEA! oooh i love ikea. i can spend ALL DAY there. and i love the meatballs ;)
it was really crowded ! ikea is having a sale now so no wonder larh. we had to park outside, on the side of the road. tepi jalan. we had to walk a little,, and on the way we passed by the 'pet hotel' or something like that. and i saw this H U G E dog. i'm not even sure it's a dog ! xp it's almost the size of a cow. haha. but it's really cute. dark brown. the owner is not a malaysian though.

so in the end, we spent... RM 905.80.


=D

sadly after shopping, we can't eat at the cafe because the queue is really long. so we ate at McD instead. i've eaten too many bigmac. seriously.

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on saturday night, my best friend,fiqa called me from mrsm..(she's allowed to bring cell phone). and the first thing she asked was about rihanna and chris brown ! ceh. only later she asked about me,my school etc. but i don't mind really... we can talk about anything. and yes, she's a twilighter ;)

i'm proud of her ! she's so clever and pretty too. all the boys in our class in form 3 pretty much had a crush on her. heh. now she's in mrsm..so i miss her a lot. we have a few in common and a few differences.. she likes cheese, i don't like it at all. she talks a lot, me not so much. i make great jokes, she makes lame jokes. xD
no just kidding.

and lots of times, we like different person on tv/movies..like in gossip girl, she likes nate, i like dan. in one tree hill, she's on team peyton, i'm on team brooke. i guess it's a good thing..chances are we won't fall in love with the same guy. =p
what else... and oh, in pirates of the carribean, she's totally in love with orlando bloom, i'm totally in love with johnny depp. did anyone see 21 jumpstreet?? he's like, the 80's version of ZAC EFRON @ ROBERT PATTINSON. he was described as 'teen heartthrob' ! hahaha.



i'm not sure how old Aro is, but when i read the book, i imagine him as Aro. :D :D :D
*Aro is a character in the Twilight series.

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have you listened to britney's new song, If You Seek Amy ? i think it's going to be a hit. i kinda like it. i like the song 'circus'. see, if a hollywood celeb sings a song titled 'circus', there's nothing wrong. it even becomes a hit! but if a singer in malaysia, sings a song titled 'sarkas' , it's WAY TOO FUNNY!! i can't even imagine that. another example is 'rehab', by rihanna or amy winehouse. rehab = pusat pemulihan. now that's a great title for a song.. pusat pemulihan by siti nurhaliza. hahahaha. sure to win juara lagu. NOT.

so back to britney's song.. if you seek amy. read it again. and again. read it faster.
still didn't get it?? well, if you listen the song carefully, it sounds like F U C K me. get it??

if you seek amy.
faster :
if you see k me
F U C K me.

lol i'm really bad at explaining things but just listen to the song and you'll probably get it. =D
anyway, whoever creates that song is strangely genius. i heard it on fly fm one day and it didn't get censored. so parents, beware. you might just corrupting your children without you even knowing it.

xD

click here to listen to the song on youtube

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we should totally do this for our year-end party !! WAAAY better than the 'traditional' musical chairs. but girls with girls and boys with boys lar. nanti meraba-raba pulak. haha. must.CLICK.play !



i'm NOT a jonas brothers fan but this vid is just funny xD

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edit : happy birthday to alicia cheok pei yin ! may all your wishes come true! keep smiling =)


Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest. ~Larry Lorenzoni

he kissed my lips, i taste your mouth.

haha, it's just a lyrics .. chill. i didnt kiss anyone. lol
of course, it's 'thinking of you' by katy perry. love her songs !
and yes, her performance at the Grammy's sucks that i have to change the channel until her performance is over.
but i love the performance by taylor & miley !
cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them
and when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall

and also, COLDPLAY rocks my socks off. <33

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and yes, today is valentine's day. i see lots of people already posted something bout that..so i dont want to write bout the same thing.. i dont even celebrate v day.

did anyone watch OPRAH yesterday ??

it's valentine's day special, and i was so touched by this true love story !

i'm a REALLY BAD story-teller, i can talk talk talk but in the end you might be blur and didn't understand what i've just said. haha.


MUST READ!

clickclickclickclickclick !

=)

read : Love Story #3: Emmanuel and Veronica

almost makes me cry! i'm so touched. other stories are just so-so . . . just skip to the #3 .

if you watch the show, you can see Emmanuel is such a kind-hearted, genuine guy. his face immediately lighten up when he saw Veronica (he didn't know Veronica is there)
the way he looks at her.. there's NO DOUBT he reallllllllllly loves her.

prove that true love do exists, and there's nothing wrong in hoping you'd find The One.

cry.

I cried.

I cried reading mitch albom books.

I cried from watching anything.

One tree hill, grey’s anatomy. I cried watching denny duquette died eventhough I’ve watched it millions of times. I freaking cried watching American idol coz someone got the golden ticket. hah.

when I’m all alone, I’m me. I don’t hold back my tears. I like the feeling, I like how the tears streaming down my cheek. I let it flow, I didn’t wipe it. When I look at myself in the mirror, I looked ridiculous. Even scary when my so-called-waterproof mascara was ruined. But somehow I felt better inside. There’s a wave of calmness, peace. Like I know somehow everything is going to be ok.

Sometimes I don’t want to cry. Sometimes my chest hurts,like it’s gonna explode, for holding back the tears. Lump forming in my throat. I bit my lips so hard that I thought it’s going to bleed if I bit it for one more second. When someone hurts me from inside, I don’t want to let them win. I don’t want them to feel the satisfaction for crushing me. You won’t have that. I’d numb myself, immune to tears. Cut the connection wire of my tear ducts to my brain. Another thing that I did, whenever I felt like I want to cry, I’d hold back, take a deep breath, and smile. It works for me. Like there’s a voice inside my head that said,” there there now, anis. everything’s going to be ok. ssshh, don’t cry.” I know I might sound crazy, but then, when nobody’s there to comfort you, you have no one but yourself, isn’t it?

I don’t like crying in public, even in the dark movie hall. I know nobody can see me cry, but still, I won’t. If I know for sure the movie is a sad movie, I’d skip watching it in cinema and bought the dvd instead. I’d watch it alone, sometimes with my teddy bear, and also Kleenex, and cry my eyes out. ^^,

Last time I cried? Yesterday. One Tree Hill. when peyton being so bitchy(I like her bitchy version better.haha) and Lindsey cried because peyton mocks her about being a daddy’s girl. She didn’t know Lindsey’s father is dead and Lindsey was by her father’s bedside when his life support was cut. Hearing the flat beep sound, meaning only one thing; he’s not here anymore. Right in front of you. The person that you knew all your life is not here anymore. You can’t pick up the phone to hear his voice anymore, you can’t see him smile.. =[

Also I don’t think crying over boys/girls are worth it. So he broke up with you, you move on. it’s ok to cry of course, but being all moody, cry every night to sleep, because of one BOY, so not worth it. girls, don’t let him win. play ‘I will survive’ on top volume, or whatever song you want to bang your head on. You’ll find someone better. ;)

But then again, I never get dumped, (I’d dump him first. hah) so I didn’t know how it feels.

One thing for sure; crying is not a sign of weakness. Guys can act all macho outside, but he still cry. 75% of guys admitted shedding a few tears watching The Notebook. =)

the world is just awesome.

yup.

despite the global warming and all.. the world is just awesome.

note : the WORLD, not the people lol. what's with the 'pre world war 3' happening now. it's really heartbreaking. once on the cover of THE STAR a father cried coz of his three son is dead. i felt like i want to invent a special bomb,to aim JUST the bad, mean, cruel people.smash them to tiny pieces. like the bomb have special censor so the innocent won't get hit.

if only i can do that. sigh.

okay moving on to something light. i don't want to talk bout THAT people too much, afraid it'll be too long. okay to those of you who have DISCOVERY CHANNEL , 551 (and watch it too) , i'm sure you've seen this ad - the 'boom de ya da!' song. omg E V E R Y time i watch it, i smiled.


after a few times i watch it, i was singing and saying BOOM DE YA DA!!! all the time. hahah. it's funny, and ..cute ? lol not sure cute is the right word but the ad is just awesome. better than PETRONAS' ad for hari raya. xD

you can watch it below..it's only 1 minute long. [ you might want to pause the 'lullaby' on the left for a while. ]




owh and if you're wondering some of the people in the vid is discovery channel's star.. like

++ mike rowe [who said 'i love the dirty things' - eyy, dont think bad bout him. he's the host&producer of the show DIRTY JOBS. showing what people actually do to earn some money ! and sometimes it's reeeeeally nasty. eww. ]

++ adam & jamie [ adam who burns jamie's sleeves lol. they're from MYTHBUSTERS. awesomest show. and i love kari too! but she's not in the vid. once they test is it true elephant is afraid of mouse ? you might think hell no! elephant is WAY bigger than a mouse. but folks, it's true. uh-huh. also, WALK,not run in the rain! believe it or not, you'll be less wet if you walk! but fast-walk la. not lenggang kangkung.]


and a few more but too lazy to list it out. also there's stephen hawking ! totally respect this man. =)




the world is just awesome.
everybody now; BOOM DE YA DA!