he lost his soul to a woman so heartless.

i changed the song on my blog. somehow makes me feel unfaithful because it's not david's song anymore. haha. anyway i still love him!

i lost my appetite this week. maybe because so tired of studying.

some people eat when they're stressed. some people dont eat when they're stressed.
Bottom line, every person fills this blank differently.
" When i'm stressed, I __________________________."

for me, when i'm stressed i write. but my handwriting is so terrible and sometimes even i can't read it. just pour my heart out. (not literally like davy jones though). sometimes i listen to songs. some people when they're sad, they choose the opposite songs, like rock and rap songs and all that. for me when i'm sad i listen to sad songs la. haha. i want to cry. crying is good for your health. xD

anyway i cried watching this video on youtube. SO SAD and touching.... 99 balloons.
true story. it was on oprah and oprah cried her eyes out after the video ended. and also celine dion if i'm not mistaken. definitely a kleenex moments. i didnt cry when i watch it on oprah but i cried watching it on youtube.

i was so stressed answering the english paper 1 just now. i felt like i didnt breathe the whole 1 hour and 45 minutes. but it was a different story with paper 2. i think everyone took their own sweet time answering it.

so funny when we heard someone screamed (like scream when you're stressed kind of scream) and then seng walks in. as if he was the one who screamed just now. haha. i'm still smiling thinking about it.

anyway i know who will win american idol. here, refer to my previous post ; click.
if i root for you, you're probably not going to win. haha. does that means i should root for adam and so kris would win? haha.

i think quite a lot of people read my blog.. like everyday i checked the 'visitors' on the right and it would increase about 100 +. it doesnt matter though. i'll write and update my blog eventhough no one reads it. but it's definitely flattering when people like and read your blog :) so thank you so much! (ceh perasan lebih.)

the title is from kanye west song, heartless. i listened to the fray's version of it and it's really good too. but i prefer kris' live version of course. hehe. i search for the fray's version on youtube and found nothing. that's when i realized i typed 'the fray HEATless'. hahaha.



ps; i feel like crap and i post all crappy things >.< seriously my blog is getting boring. right, abu?? xp