Probably mindless dreaming.

This is going to be full-on fangirl mode post about Taylor Swift because her new album comes out yesterday(not in Malaysia of course because we're always delayed on everything).

1) I think she has a lot of haters for some stupid reason after the whole Kanye thing. Don't even get me started about that. If there's a debate about it, I can kick some serious ass. I'm not kidding.


THREE WORDS FOR YA;


2) If you feel the need to know why I love her so much, I will write a novel and have it shipped to you after 2 weeks you can read here.

3) If you don't have anything nice to say,




With that cleared up, I will now begin.

1) I am so excited to get her cd! I'm buying the normal version and deluxe. Wheeee. I've only listened to songs she put out so far on iTunes and the others, I won't listen to the previews so I'm stoked to get the cd and figure out the hidden messages and look at the lyrics and everything.

2) She is going to have a concert in Singapore. NOT MALAYSIA.
At first I was like NOOOOOO~~


But then I was like



I am heartbroken. I cried after over-thinking and over-analyzing everything, it's almost impossible for me to go. I personally know people from Malaysia who went to Singapore for Boys Like Girls last year. And really, it's nothing big or new for fans to travel far to meet their favorite artist. I watched this live stream Speak Now album release just now and there were fans that flew from Japan, India, Australia to New York for the album release. (I think they were competition winners or something but anyway).

I don't think my parents will allow me to go. I even planned to work during my semester break to save up money and go to the concert. I have some relatives there so maybe I can stay over at their house or something.

I don't think my parents know just how much she means to me. She's the only singer I love and look up to. Yeah okay I know if you read old entries on my blog I was cuhrazy about David Archuleta, Boys Like Girls, Kris Allen. But only for some, time. I've met those people and now, I like them just ohkay. But Taylor, I am nowhere close to meeting her she's like on another planet and I love her just as much everyday.

I honestly don't think this is just another 'teenage fangirl phase' in my life. I JUST LOVE HER OKAY :P Click on that link and read my previous blog post.

I know 'if it's meant to be, it will happen' but like Blair Waldorf said, 'Destiny is for losers. It's just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen.'
Sigh.

Now I can just hope that Taylor will come to Malaysia, eventually. To DiGi, Hotlink, TuneTalk, Celcom, Nokia, Marctensia, Galaxy Group or whoever else who usually sponsor concerts here in Malaysia, pleeeeease bring Taylor Swift to Malaysia! There's a sort of a petition going on Facebook and she has over 8000+ fans wanting her here.

Okay that was borderline crazy and desperate(though I kinda am HAHHAHAH).

Or not I will(hopefully) further my studies in the USA and go to her show there or something. YEAH LIKE THAT WILL HAPPEN. The tickets will be sold out in less than 10 minutes.

When I watched the live stream this morning, there were Q&A sessions. And one fan asked something like why is 13 her lucky number. ARE. YOU. KIDDING. ME. RIGHT. NOW.
I'm so pissed off when her true fans, the one that listen to her songs, not just me, never get to meet her and there were people who happen to be ultra lucky and got to meet her.


Expectations:
Taylor Swift to come to Malaysia.

Reality:
She's not. (Not confirmed yet, but for now she's not.)

Expectations:
My parents allow me to go to Singapore and even better bought me ticket for my birthday HEHEHE

Reality:
Never ever in a million years gonna happen.

LIFE
is now certified SUCK & UNFAIR by Anis Filza.