But um,

Let's talk about guys.



"OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE IN HISTORY OF YOUR BLOG ~~

Yeah unlike some people who wants to tell everyone about their relationship and flirt on each other's Facebook wall, I keep personal things to myself.

Okay I did, but you can count how many I post about them. Mostly I rant about fairytales, prince charming and all that overrated unreal stuff. This time, it's 'real guys'. HARHAR.

Anyway, I'm not crushing on anybody right now, but there are 2 guys I want to talk about.

1- Cory. (that's not his real name. I don't know what it is ha-ha)
When I first saw him I was like, OMFG HE'S SO HOT. He's not in the same class as me, just same college. I saw him around sometimes and I swear everytime I saw him he took my breath away ~~

EWWW CORNY AND CHEESINESS OVERLOAD.
I try to take another route when I see him because I have a tendency to clumsified (yes I invent that word) myself in front of guy I like. He'll always be the highlight of my day when I see him :)

But as the days, weeks went on reality sunk in and I know I have no chance with this guy. Guys like him don't look at girls like me. Truth. Not exaggerating or being overdramatic. So that's why I name him Cory as in Taylor Swift song 'Stay Beautiful'.

Cory finds another way to be
The highlight of my day
I'm taking pictures in my mind
So I can save them for a rainy day
It's hard to make a conversation
When he's taking my breath away
I should say, hey by the way

You're beautiful
Every little piece love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if you don't, stay beautiful.


YEP, this song basically describes it. 'It's hard to make a conversation when he's taking my breath away' is still relevant. Okay I've never talked to him, but I was talking to my friend and I saw him and my mind went blank. So...yeah.

2- Selttiks (Obviously not his real name. This one I know his name of course but I don't know what alternative name to give and I just ate some Skittles so I'll name him that, for now.)

I want to be friends with him. But of course, I've never talked to him and probably never will :p He's not cool or cute or anything like that. (Who wants to be friends with 'cool' people anyway hahaha I prefer lamely awesome people xD)

I never have an older brother but I feel like if I were to have one, I want him to be it. Is that weird? ._.
If he ever read this and found out I'm talking about him omg he'll think I'm a total freak. HAHAH.

I don't have any song I can relate to about him because there are no song as far as I know that goes : Hey I like you you could be my brotha we'll have fun togethar~

-____-"




So there you go. You know what's the saddest thing? I don't have anyone to tell this to. Except write it in my blog. Loneliness overload ~~
Hahar.

DON'T EVER ASK ME WHO THOSE 2 GUYS ARE BECAUSE I WON'T EVER TELL ANYONE :P
I have major trust issues. Ha-ha. And if you guess who it is, I'll deny everyone even if it's true.

Nobody cares, Anis. Move on.

Fine.

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I'm going to blog about my blog.

You have no idea how happy I am when someone says they like/love my blog. It's like they throw a glow in the dark bouncing ball in this dark hall of my heart. OMG what a horrible metaphor x____x My brain is not functioning right now, sorry.

But there were times when some of my friends actually said it to my face, 'I like your blog'. I just don't know how to react when people say that to my face directly! :P :P 'Oh you read it how do you know about it okay uh thank you heh no my blog sucks lah thank you anyway'. Awkward ~

Because it's different than when people say they like my shirt or shoes or something like that. When people say they like my blog, meaning they READ IT, I'll wreck up my brain thinking 'Omg what did I post last did I talk bad about them or anything what would they think of me now omg'. I know, I'm overthinking it. I just can't help it! :P It's like they read my diary in front of me.

So I'd rather people write on my Facebook wall, cbox, twitter, blog comment or anything like that rather than face to face. It's just weird ~


Happy September everyone! :)
Hope you have a good month. I've been having the worst week ever. Urghhh.


ps; Ever since I saw this one episode of How I Met Your Mother where everytime Robin says 'but um' in her show, people will drink, I CAN'T GET 'BUT UM' OUT OF MY HEAD. This is worst than having a song stuck in your head. BUT UM BUT UM BUT UM.
It sounds like badam already -.-