tears of joy.

11 March 2010. SPM results collection day. The most important day of the 17 year olds in Malaysia :P

I honestly can sleep the night before, unlike some people who were worried sick. Haha. I don't know why I'm not THAT nervous, figured I've done my best and again, let me repeat this quote for the umpteenth time ; 'Worry is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do but gets you nowhere.' True right?

So went to school around 10, and waited. Met all of my classmates, who clearly don't miss me at all xD

Around 11, the teacher asked us to queue, then enter the hall. Then the ceremony began, giving out the exam slips to the Top Students. There were 6 students in our school who got straight A's(regardless of A+,A,A-). Dewaraj, Sonel, Kirthiga, Seng, Praschind. *clap clap!*
I think I missed someone,.. errr who eh? Oh well.

After that the other students can get their result from their class teacher. OMFG. Okay that time my heart was beating SO FAST. Dammit.

I let my classmates took their results first, and before me is my very close friend, Alin.

She looked at her results and hugged me :) She got 5A's.

And then, it's my turn.

My class teacher took out my exam slip from under the table, still not revealing it to me. I peeked and I just counted quickly. 6A's! OH MY GOD! Alhamdulillah. I expected like 4, 5 A's only. 6 is better. I hugged Bibah, who was queuing behind me. And then my class teacher asked me to write my name on this list, only for students who got 7A's and above. I was confused for a while, Eh, didn't I just get 6A's only?

Turns out I got 7A's, I must've miscounted. AAAAHHH.

I was jumping up and down in the hall! My jeans almost fell down ;P HAHAH.

I called my mom but no answer. Then my dad called. I gotcha-ed, punk'd him a bit, use my sad voice. xD

Dad : so what did you get?
me : You think?
Dad : Five.
me : nooo *almost cried voice*
Dad : Four. Anis, whatever it is I'm proud of you.
me : Sevennnnnn!
Dad : ALHAMDULILLAH! Makan Ikea malam ni!

And then I cried. Tears of joy. :')

And then I called my sister, and like most of my friends' siblings, they're more annoyed than happy that I got great results. HAHAHAH. JEALOUS! :P
And then I call my mom, finally got through.

me : do you know already my results? (assuming my dad must've told her while I'm on the phone with my sister)
Mom : yes.
me : what did I get?
Mom : Five.
me : Seven lah mom!
Mom : Ye ke?? Alhamdulillah..!

and my mom cried :') and of course I CRIED, again. Hearing my mom's voice at that time, proud of me, was the best feeling in the world. But then she was busy asking my friend's result =___= and I said 'Mom, why are you asking about other people's children's result??! Just worry about your own daughter's result lah!' ;P
You know this is the first time I cried because of something good. When I met my favorite celebrity, I didn't cry. I was HAPPY, but not to the point I cried.

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If you didn't know, I dropped EST(stands for English for Science and Technology). When asked why, I said I don't know. I guess it's one less subject, one less burden. Haha.

But then at the LAST minute,(literally 2@3 days before the exam) the teacher said we can add extra subject, but have to pay RM 30. I thought, okayy. Maybe I should just take it. The least I can get is B, maybe. Because when I look at most colleges, the requirements were at least 5 credits(C). So I don't think I'll get lower than C for that.

And so my parents paid RM 30 and I took the subject. EST. I didn't even go to EST classes! I did, but I didn't pay attention and usually do something else when the teacher is teaching EST, and the teacher didn't mind. Because she knew I'm not taking the subject.

And thank God, I got A- for that. Who would've thought? Maybe because my English is okay, so. :)



Totally didn't expect A- for Physics.
I got A+ for Agama, while most of my friends who usually got higher marks than me only got A. Heh.
I NEVER, repeat, NEVER got an A for my Sejarah(History). I would like to say Thank you so much to my tuition teacher, Mr. Shiva. He's the best history teacher you could ever ask for!
*cough*C+*cough* for Add Maths, I'm never good at it. So I'm happy I didn't fail that.
And I got 1A for 1119(GCE - O)! YAY.

AND to whoever attacked me on my formspring, .



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Whoever said my BM 'so sucks', TAKE THAT, sucker. I got A freaking PLUS for BM.
damn it feels good to prove people wrong :)

It's probably not good of a result to some, but I'm HAPPY with it and my parents are PROUD. :) That's all that matters.

I know I've said 'this is the best day of my life' a couple of times before, but TODAY, changes everything. Today is truly, THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I couldn't ask for more.



SYUKUR YA ALLAH. ALHAMDULILLAH.




I want to say thank you so much to all my teachers, be it school or tuition teachers. You'll always have a special place in my heart :)




from left : Abu, me, Alin, Mus, showing how many As we got. Haha.



Now, do you think I should get Canon Digital IXUS 110 IS, or Canon Digital IXUS 100 IS? I need a new camera. HAHA.