i keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart.

BRACES!

oucchhie. it hurts like hell. ok not really, rating 1- 10 it'll probably be only 4and a half, but it's CONSTANTLY , EVERY SECONDS 4 and a half! and sometimes it hits 6. say if you fall down the stairs, it'll probably be 8, but after a few minutes or hours it'll be ok already. but me, it's been 4-and-a-half-and-sometimes-6 since yesterday.

suffering for beauty.
whee.


btw i chose red,black and silver for my braces. kinda cun la. maybe will change during next appointment. to match with my baju raya. hehe. speaking of baju raya, still haven't bought mine! and this saturday we'll start fasting already. i dont want to go shopping while fasting... so tiring.

i couldn't eat ANYTHING at the school canteen. keep drinking only. i can barely talk. CHEWING is almost impossible. my upper teeth and lower teeth CANNOT meet, or it'll hurtss. that's when it'll be 6.

you won't believe what i had for lunch.

i ate. . .

that's right people. i'm becoming Benjamin Button. =.=

i dont like plain porridge, so i thought why not buy baby food right?? and if you look closely, it's orange flavoured ok. woohoo ;)

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oh yea, i called fly fm the other day. friday last week. i offically called that day 'flyday' since i called fly fm, and had so much fun that day with the drama kemerdekaan! ;)

here's the snippet of it. *must listen* haha.

click play. you might want to pause the song on the background first ;D scroll down a bit, look at this player on the right, click pause, then click play on this post. ;D

i recorded it at the radio.

so actually, to those who dont know how the radio station works, first you call them, you'll get to talk to the radio dj everything, and it's obviously not live. because if you use words like shit, fcuk etc., they'll censor it first. obviously.

all you can hear is me saying
-i just woke up
-morning
-no, i literally just woke up
-no, not really
-awww, i'm too early

talk about 15 minutes 1 minute of fame. haha.
what everybody doesnt know was, i talked quite a lot! ok, first, if you listen to that snippet, you can hear phat fabes asked me something like 'have you been out with friends then you realize you dont have money' and i replied 'no, not really'. actually, he had to ask the question twice because the first time he asked, i was blur, and said 'huh....?'
haha. obviously they cut the 'huh' part.

and also,, after the part i said 'i'm too early', we actually said bye bye and all, then i remembered something. so i asked phat fabes,

me : FABES!FABES!
phat fabes : yeah?
me : i dont know if you remember, but i tweeted you at the boys like girls thing..
nadia : oh you were there?
pf : were you with the chinese groups?
me : no! i was at the side. i was the only girl wearing tudung that day.
pf : oh yea..! (to nadia&ben maybe) there was all this chinese girls and she was the only girl wearing tudung.
nadia : what's your twitter username?
me : anisfilza.
pf : yea now i remember you! why you didn't say hi?


something like that.
note ; i called them at 6.15 a.m. so i was literally sitting on my bed, still 'mamai' and forgot few things. heh.