... is a five letter word.

death.
death is a five letter word.

i was reading 'the truth about forever' by sarah dessen.
macy's father is dead and she's there when her father died. she saw it.
have u ever received a news so shocking that it takes a moment to take in , and your body just went numb? you dont break down. just...numb.

that's what macy felt. and the author describes it so perfectly..the grieve. how the people around her cried..and she felt the necessity to stay strong and put on a smile. in some ways, i can relate to macy..

or maybe not. maybe because the author is so good that i felt i'm in her shoes. =B

macy's sister want to reinvent their beach house. because "that's what dad would've wanted".
we should move on with our life "because that's what he would've wanted".

and then i wonder. if i die, would someone knows what i want? would anybody say "that's what anis would've wanted"? =| does anybody knows me that well? well hopefully someone knows. cause i want a twilight-themed funeral. no just kidding.

i think i'd donate my organ.

haha very funny anis. you're afraid to even donate your blood. what more your organ.

well, you're dead right ? you can't exactly feel the pain.. better to collect the pahala till the laaaast moment you can...

why am i talking about death??



oh right. because it can happen anytime. and some people forget that.