i'm not gonna write you a love song.

i seriously need to stop writing down lyrics when i'm bored. once, i wrote taylor swift - teardrops on my guitar lyrics on some paper and somehow hasnul found it. and he thought it's a poem. about a guy i have a crush on.


He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
He talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

something like that. and my face turned red when he handed it to me and said 'kau punya ke?' .i didn't say anything. ;p so embarassing. luckily it's not abu who found it. if he found it before recess, i think after recess at least the whole form 5 students would know. haha. jkjk.

and second time, it's an hao. i wrote it at the back of chemistry process skill book.

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry.

AND

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name.

*died*

(first song; taylor swift - you're not sorry)
(second song; taylor swift - the way i loved you)

and i think i'm the only taylor swift fan in the class, and nobody knows her song except the popular ones. and anybody who reads it would think i wrote a really wonderful poem. haha. i really don't know how to write a song or a poem. so if you find what look like a poem, trust me it's a lyric of a song.

sometimes during exam if i finished early i would do the same thing. writing down lyrics. so if you see me writing like crazy during bio,chemis,physics papers when everybody is already in the 'scratching-my-head-eventhough-it's-not-itchy-it's-because-i-dont-know-the-answer' mode, don't worry. i'm not writing down the answers ;D

i'm glad i sat in front for the midyear exam. last year i sat quite in the middle and all the smart people in front of me. i got depressed when i see they're still writing when i've stopped because i dont know the answer. hehe.

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i dont know why, i always have a bad luck in the cinema. either the person beside me, in front, or the back, WOULD be ANNOYING.

transformers : this lady beside me, her laugh is annoying, and everytime there's an explosion or like something really cool on-screen, she'd make this sound, (i dont know how to desribe it) but the sound you make when you call a cat. 'tsk tsk tsk' i think. ugh.

harry potter 6 : the guy beside me keeps 'shaking' his leg, and this group of girls in front of me keeps 'oh that's ginny!' 'uih, cepatnya!' 'ala kesiannya' 'aik? hidup balik burung tu?' 'tadi burung tu warna putih, dah jadi hitam??'
somebody pls shoot them now?

and don't even make me start about the person at the back kicking my chair, the cell phone ringing, the noisy children,... sigh. one day i'm going to buy the gold class ticket or just rent a hall and invite people i know only. wouldn't that be fun? ;D

i got emotional when Hermione cried at the bottom of the stairs and Harry came to pujuk her.

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wish me luck for the UNSW exam tomorrow! it's super hard but i'll try my best! ;)